30 September 2007
Yesterday morning went to JP with sister to get her dormant account activated. Met Cindy there, she was so surprisd to see me down there. Li Ting came over to say "Hi" to me, hees. Then went to Prima Deli, I met her... my long lost friend, Hui Juan. I called her, but she couldn't recognise me, sobbs. But I told her, I'm JL. Haa... chat with her, feel so happy. But couldn't chat for too long cuz she's work there. Nvm, cuz I've her contact no to ask her out for dinner. =) Lately it has been so good, that I manage to contact all my good friends in primary school.
Had lunch at Lai Lai and I swear I'll never ever wanna go there eat any more. Perhaps, it's not to my liking bahs. Hmm, shop around a lil' while and went back home. Lil' niece was sick, and she said that she would like to follow me over to her granny house. I asked her why, she said she wanna let granny see. I asked her see what, she said she wanna let granny see that she's sick. =) I told my mum about it and mum said, I should 've bring her over. Aww... :(
Alright, went back jie jie house to get changed before I meet up with girl at 7:30 @ JP for a quick window shop. But I was late as I went to GP to help old man pay his credit card. Guess I'm forgetful, I forgot to bring the statement out, so 've to wait for jie jie to send me the credit card no. I saw the old man and I got so frightened. But come on, whats so good to be frightened of? =)
I'm so sorry girl, that I'm 20mins late. Haa... p.s. Accompanied her to shop awhile before Kino came over to join us. 3 of us were hesitating where to eat for dinner. Eatery places are all almost full house so we ended up eating Mac. After dinner, we headed down to PS to meet Sakiyo. Waited outside her shop and well... she's like slow in closing shop? Or... I can't wait to drink? Walked to MRT, take train to Clark Quay and walked down to MOS. Erm well, it seems like they always 've to show their identification card. =)
Alright, I think I'm such a lousy drinker. Or... was it because I drank to fast and smoke too much within an hour that caused me to throw up everything? My head was in great pain that I couldn't stand. Maybe, I stayed inside the smoking area for too long that caused the headache eh? Well, Iwas like lighting up a stick every 5mins. Or even one after another. Well, that's not the usu me.. something must be wrong.
Oh ya, I love peeps @ club cuz they're just so caring than your own friends in life. I was standing at the corner of the smoking area, didn't know why I just throw up on the dustbin. The bunch of peeps, knocked the glass and showed me a thumb up, asked if I'm ok. I nodded my head. Haa. After that, I sat on the sofa, I throw up and I closed my eyes, the guy sit next to me just pad my shoulder asked if I'm ok. Nice meeting them. =)
Hmm, tonight maybe going to 've dinner with girls. Waiting for their reply.
You'll never know I just miss you so much that I told my girlies.
I hope I'll luv myself more
14:36
29 September 2007
This afternoon had my lunch with Shu Yi, nice chatting with her until Robin came and joined us. YYC gave me hint that I've took a long lunch, hmm.. I was just 10mins late. Hurhur.. alright, sshhh. Voucher so lil' this evening (103) perhaps... I really didn't work or perhaps... I opened 3 accounts today. =( Sians lor.
Hmm... meet up with girlies @ PM. Order Mc Chicken, Student Nuggets Meal. Hees, I finished all. Great eater eh? Or... perhaps... too hungry?
So happy, lots of catch up with them. Wish that we could stay longer next time.
Tomorrow is the day that I've been waiting for. Initial plan of mine is to head to gym with girl in the morning but she's working. So changed to afternoon. But I remembered I promised old man to help him pay his bills after he knock off. Means, tomorrow about 3pm I'll 've to go over. So I couldn't meet up with her. So sorry. Tomorrow schedule would be making a trip down to bank with sister in the morning. Visit mummy in the afternoon, dinner in the evening and clubbing at night. Guess gonna be an enjoyable night with baby and babes. Haa...
I swear I'll never smoke alone any more. Is just stink! I preferred to smoke at club. Cuz when u're alone, u smoke, u would be able to smell. Is would find it stink especially you're not a heavy smoker, like me.
I hope I'll luv myself more
03:00
27 September 2007
Today had lunch with FPP and SY. Actually wanna discuss something with FPP but she keep saying about recent there're lot of people being cheated. (Not in the mood to say the whole story) So didn't get a change to discuss with her my performance. Was I consider late when I reached before the morning briefing though is after 0830AM? I don't think so, but FPP say that I'm late. =(
Anyway, today's not my day as well. Perhaps, due to the lack of sleep bahs. Haa, I slept at 4am this morning and woke up at 7am to shower. And that bloody hell sister kick on the wall and asked am I done with my bathing. SHIT. Early in the morning, make noise. Damn it lor. How am I suppose to know what time you're waking up to bath. When sometimes u could even delay till 7.45am yet today 7.15am jiu KBKB.
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:57
26 September 2007
Sighs. I realised that after 4months of joining this career, I'm not suitable to be in this line. I made a damn serious mistake this afternoon and I wasn't aware of it until SGC re-check the vouchers at the end of the day. So shag. I credited wrong account no and it happens to be a valid account and thus, it went through. Hell, when SGC told me about it, I was damn nervous due to the huge amount of 15K. It was kind of forturnate that the credited amount was not withdrawn by the customer whom I credited to. Otherwise, where am I going to find the 15k to credit back to the right account holder's account? Damn it. I don't blame him (CSM) for stressing the seriousness of this mistake. However, I really detest him for thinking that because of my family problem, I'm not concentrate enough at work. I really wanna let him know that I'm 101% concentrate in my work, I don't bring my family problems to work. Because I knew it could be quite distracting and I could be absent-minded which I can't afford to be. But I've to admit that when I was so pissed off, I tense to be quite attitude for the remaining hours at work and that could results to excess or shortage. Well, I'm trying hard to kick off this bad habit. I'll not let one customer to make my mood so rotted.
I couldn't make up my mind, should I resign. If I happens to resign, that would be because I do not want to get them into trouble any more.
Went to JP to help mummy change RM. She needs it for her policy. :) Hmm, then went to coffee bean to get ultimate for dinner. Hees. Hmm, is so so so fattening! Reach home, did my laundry. Washed up YYC and my coin bags. 3 processes, bleach --> wash --> softner. Brush & brush non-stop just to get rid of the dirt and also the bleaching liquid smell. YYC nose is damn sensitive. Scare wait she scold me for not getting rid of the smell. Haa, so I soak it with detergent and softner. Wash it off with plenty of water trying hard to get rid of all scent.
Perhaps, is because of the mistake that I made at work, makes me so bloody hell moody. I showed attitude to mummy again. But come on, see... she could see that I'm wearing my office wear, yet she could still ask me: "Today, you off?" Hell. It's like so damn piss off qns. Hell. I didn't talk to her when she talked to me... just because I don't feel like. I know I'm bad. I still couldn't kick off this bad habit. What to do? Can someone teach me how to kick off this habit? I hate it when I treat my mummy this way, but I just can't kick off my stupid attitude. I know that she wanna ask me when am I free to accompany her down to ICA to collect her PP. But I just refused to talk to her. Sighs. I feel totally bad. Why... why... can't I just learn to treasure people around me? Why I always demand for their attention, always demand for their love when I don't even bother them when I'm in foul mood? I don't wanna learn how to treasure them only when I lost them... everything would be way too late.
... I seriously can't wait for this saturday night. I needs more than a puff.
I know you hate, but please forgive me. I might just get addicted to it.
Air con too cold that caused the backache again? Hell, is damn pain.
Add on
I hate to say sorry to the mistake that I made. Because I always told my niece that not by saying sorry means things could be resolved.
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:51
24 September 2007
Shit I think lately I've excess of 2bucks, cuz of that stupid plastic note. Hell. I real hate it. Hmm, I wonder should I trust the machine or should I try my hand count. Haha... today I've another excess of 2bucks, cuz I took from the customer but I forgotten is which customer le. Shhh...
Hmm, CSM manage to get the another version of $20 polymer note. I don't wanna change de, but he keep asking me to keep one. So I changed 1 piece, perhaps... give it to kor kor bahs, cuz part of his hobbies norhx.
Hmm... was so famished so I had bee hoon for lunch from next door. But didn't finish it, cuz promised myself not to eat so much. I wanna get my belly piercing asap.
Knock off late, cuz we were all waiting for 6.30pm to arrive. Cuz we've surprise gift from David Corner. Haa, 3boxes of snowskins mooncakes and some snacks in a huge huge box. Inside the huge box, there were 5boxes containing sweets, honey, magnets, oreo cookies,... forgotten what's the other box contained of.
Alright, today so many people. Damn it. Was so tiring that all my pens dropped. Was lazy to get up from my seat, to pick up my pens until I've dropped all the pens at my counter. Haa... Hmm, there was this customer so cute, ... he was saying...
He: "Miss, so long"
Me: Of cuz I get so pissed off. Cuz I thought he was saying me slow.
End of day, YYC mention about him. And Jessie told me that he was referring to her. Haha... when he said "Miss, so long" he was actually staring hard at her (Jessie)
The reason that she took such a long time was because of her mistakes that requires reversal. More over, 1 transaction took 2 reversals that requires overriding.
Hmm... went to JP to get mooncakes for mummy. Cuz I knew that she needs it for praying purpose. And I knew dad would love those mooncakes that come with double yolks. But I was so tired to shop, so... I went back to BS. Hees... so nice of Jenny to give me discount! Actually I don't expect it and I feel so p.s. Anyway, thanks lotta girl!
Went to shop for wallets. Well... I saw this ELLE pure white long wallet that looks so so so so.... elegant that I think, I really wanna get it myself as an advance birthday present. Hees. Alright, thats why I couldn't save a single cent. The more I try to save, the more I spend it on drinks, and things that I bought to pamper myself for working hard.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:19
23 September 2007
Shouldn't 've took a nap just now. Shit, I couldn't sleep. Hmm, tomorrow YYC gonna be back. Kinda miss her. Hopefully this week flies fast too. And I'm gonna enjoy myself on my off day. Saturday morning gonna head to gym and perhaps... 've a good sleep in the afternoon. Night time, gonna enjoy myself with babes at MOS.
Sunday wise, not sure if buddy booking out. If yes, then most probably I would be having dinner and movie with him... as promised.
Btw, I really detest people who makes decision on behalf of me. And whats worse? He didn't even inform me about the D&D which I didn't really take note on the DTV. Hell. Not sure if I should go. Somemore advise please.
I just remembered that I haven't collect my cert. Aww... is like super duper far. Perhaps, the next off day I'll go down and collect my cert as well as mummy pp at ICA.
Night.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:44
22 September 2007
This morning was so relunctant to get up. Hmm, was a pretty good saturday to work, time flies. Hees... Monday YYC would be back from her BL. : D I miss her. When she's back means I can start to take my leave as well. Hmm, but definitely not any more in sep calender as I feel so p.s to edit again n again. Haa... So... well, hmm... perhaps... Octorber I'll take 1 day of AL + my 2days off.
Customer wanna place FD but I act clever go refer her for SD. But both my PFC engaged. So let her waited for pretty long. When he's ready, he actually came over and explained to her. But realise that she's not qualify for it. So end up still place back FD. =( But still he gave me the referrals for the customer he closed this morning.
Mention about referrals. I get so stunned each time CSM told me that I'm the top refferal. =D Hmm, that have to thanks him for giving me all that. Haa, think back of what we actually chit chat about during our lunch.
Me: ... there's one week that I actually spent 0.95cents for my one week lunch.
He: "Huh?!! How could that be?"
Me: "I bought bread which comes in 6buns, 1day 1bun" =)
He: "Hmm, forget it. I give you all the refferrals, you eat a proper meal can?"
Sometimes really don't know wanna eat what so I either eat bread/bun for lunch with a small bot of sunkiss orange juice / a packet of milo.
Well, really thanks a lot guy.
Feeling a little headache now but promised gf to accompany her de, so cannot break promise worx.
Update
Meet up with girl at OCS. Hmm, we were searching for dbs atm machine, next we were haunting for pizza hut cuz girl and I miss the soup. Haa, then we lost our sense of direction to FEP. Girl toes start to hurt cuz of the heels that she wore. So went to C&K to get a pair of slipper. Walked towards FEP and went up to sakura to have our lunch cum dinner. Ordered Oats prawn, salad you tiao, fried rice and HK style hor fun. Hees. Enjoyed our meal. Accompany girl to shop, didn't get anything for myself. Hmm... so sad. Cuz I lost my U grad Doraemon which I bought if from KL. Sobbs.
Realised that my room is damn messy and tomorrow schedule gonna be bored. First thing to do is to shower, laundry, tidy and clean up my room. I've full basket of clothes waiting for me to wash to iron. Hais... I'm getting more and more lazy. How?
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:44
21 September 2007
Tired tired tired! So tired till I wanna scream. I don't know whats wrong with me again. Sian sian sian so sian that I still 've to detail count, sians that my limit is only 1k. I've to walk in and out anything above that. Hell. When can I've my empowerment test taken? And when can I stop all these detail count? I feel like giving up. I need a break. But only next saturday. I've to endure for another week. Sobs. Bloody hell hate the company to send MS people down. And these two guys should know that the different between S1 and ST right? One is with passbook and another is with statement. After answering their stupid question, they still ask me whats the major different. Hell. Already is payday, with so many people queening, yet I still need to entertain MSP. I hope they could give me a very bad remark. Cuz I purposely serve them in that way. Damn piss off! And Happy Birthday to my dearest brother. Guess no ones present would be better than the 3rd scars that he had last night. Hmm... according to him, is somewhere around the eyebrows. Haa... Anyway, he's so sturbborn, asked him to see doctor as his injuries bleeds non-stop. But he refused. Not sure how is he. Hope he feels better.
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:57
20 September 2007
These few days been pretty tiring, especially today. Perhaps, is due to pay day eh? Hmm, nothing much to update either. Just know that I'm so worn out that I don't feel like going out.
Tomorrow kor kor birthday. Hees. Happy Birthday worx! Still searching for his addidas jacket. Promise him, so must get it for him. Then on my birthday can ask for a bot of martell. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:13
18 September 2007
Time flies, Shu Yun's finally back and she did pretty well for all her test. Not sure how long she'd be staying with us. But really love her presence. This evening I just got to know that she've a twins sis. Guess what?! I met her sis at JP when we were queening for 243 back home while she's giving tuition nearby my place. Hmm, the difference of a TBO and a teller pay is approximately 370bucks/month. So friends, do study hard if you can.
Nothing much, just that I reached home pretty early this evening. Sometimes, is good to 've relief csm though she's real steady and on. No leniency when cash is involved.
Finally I've make up my mind, I'll go buy my phone once he return me my money end of this month. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:08
16 September 2007
So tired to get out of bed this morning. Thought I could be able to take the 8:05 bus but I didn't. So walked to mummy house there to take cabby there. Reach there thought the briefing going to start but who knows 6th ave ppl haven't reach yet so we waited for them till 8:50. BM Irene asked me which branch I was from, she asked if I wanna come over to her branch. I was quite taken aback by her question. Haa, but anyway, is only 4 months that I've been at Jur Branch. =) My status is not yet due...
Rush back home to get changed and meet Valencia at FEP but was 15mins late worx. So p.s. Thought that can 've dinner together with her before heading back home. But she's meeting her aunt in the evening, so i'm back. =(
Who's free to accompany eat dinner tonight? Sms me eh?
So piss off by him. Even he has my IC, he can take my CPF statement meh? Give me some more attitude, I'll swear I'll ignore you forever. Get bro in law to bring up the case again and sue you to jail. Think later going to GPCC to request for my singpass to print out the documents for him. So sians, CPF statement meant to be P&C, once he know my bal in my CPF OA, don't what he's trying to do next. If he dares, I gonna kill him.
Updates
Just went to GPCC to request for my singpass and get my statement printed. Went up to mummy house and was so hesitated to give him my ic and cpf statement. But I've no choice 've to give either one, so I gave him my IC. Then I realised that he's going to apply for financial assistance from CDC. So should be ok bahs. Hope he return my ic asap.
Hmm... tired. Oh ya, I went to take my weights. As expected... I put on weights! Sobs. Is like so tough to shed away the 3kgs and now I eat so well that I put on weights again. Tomorrow going on diet again. Haa... scare wait December get my uniform I can't fit in. Cuz the measurement it taken few months ago.
I seriously do not know why, it always seems so tough for us just to meet up for a dinner.
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:46
15 September 2007
Baked Spaghetti with Honey Lemon Drink @ HK Style Restaurant during Day 2 shop
Hot Mama - Our first arrival
Sizzling Hotplate Chicken & Red Bubble Tea
Chicken Wings & Wages
Took at e view of Starbucks inside Time Square
Emptiness of Lot 10
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:32
Exhausted. Was so tired that I didn't even know that yesterday was already Friday. I thought it was still Thursday. Luckily, CSM always love saying "TGTIF". Everyone laughed at me when I say "Huh?!! Friday? Sure?!!"
This month earning was damn lots! Finally get my allowance for Jun & Jul. Hees =) So happy, cuz just allowance already 500++ wow... no regret in joining this line.
Yepp, went to do market research for K800I
Went to Boon Lay SC - $598
Singtel @ JP - $498
M1 @ JP - $468
Hesitating whether to purchase from Singtel / M1. Anyway, after seeing e sum left in my account after paying off my bills, gave out parents allowance, feels a bit unbear to buy. Cuz I wanna start my saving now. But on the other hand, I miss my K800i. Think I'll purchase it in these few days.
Alright, m tired. Gonna take a bath and gonna take a nap.
Tomorrow having roadshow :(
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:14
13 September 2007
So suay, yesterday just posted an entry saying that I didn't learn much things from my work. Today there were 3 transaction that I anyhow do by T&E method. Though today kena say by them cuz I sotong, but I'll never take their words to heart... no matter how harsh their words are. =) cuz I'm there to work, to learn and to earn money for my mummy. And for her, I'll endure everything.
Hmm... haven't have got the time to do a market research for my hp. Nvm, think tml die die also must go ask though I still hesitate whether this pay day buy or next.
Guess, this few weeks gonna be busy.
Thurs - Market research aft wk
Fri - Going shopping
Sat - Half day work :(
Sun - Roadshow, mtg girls
Mon-Fri - Work
Sat - Meeting girls
Sun - Finally rest day :)
Schedule for coming week.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:27
12 September 2007
Feeling so down today. Perhaps... it's just not my day.
I've a cash excess of 50bucks during end day. As usual, we checked cash, vouchers with casting. At last, CSM discovered it was a multi task mistake. Initially I advance 5K in 100deno from Jessie. But I didn't pay out as my customer changed his mind to encash in 50deno. Few mins later, she advance back 9k in 100deno from me and pay out to one of the customer. When CSM opened up an email, customer claims that there was one piece of 50bucks in 100deno. Meaning she short pay customer 50bucks, and that results to me having this excess. Well, is either her's or my 100bucks inside accidentally mixed with 50bucks.
But*3... I've this customer encash a 989bucks chq, I prepared the cash and recast again and I realised that there was extra 1piece of 50bucks. So I actually took it out without recounting the cash. Haa, I do not know... things just happened so coincidentally.
Already so suay, yet I could count my vouchers wrongly. 150vouchers counted as 163vouchers. And why can't she tell me in a nicer way? Why everytime use that kind of attitude tone to talk to me? Forget it, and who knows, I can't find 1 of my CA dep voucher. After I reprinted, I found it inside the pigeon hole. -,-" real suay right? But luckily I found it, if not he's going to make me call the customer and check if I've accidentally gave them the original voucher. Hell, why make me do additional work when it can be reprint? Why can't he just let the matter rest?
Please I beg them, don't help me. If wanna help then please stop all your comments. Though my mentor didn't really care much, but at least she won't say anything. Why can't the rest follow suits?
Get to know another friend of mine resign from OC yesterday. Sighs, all my friends left. I felt lack of motivation and makes me feel more like resigning as well. Actually, 4months I've been tellering and I pretty like my job though so far I've not learn much things yet but I'm happy especially when I see improvements in myself. Compliments from customers, compliments from relief teller (esp Xiu Zhen) she really encouraged me a lot and I love working with her. Though I didn't really get to know her well, but at least she don't carry a mask on her face. And Ah Yao, though she always like to tease/mock/disturb/say/nag at me but I still love her. She's on leave for 2weeks and is only 3days working w/o her presence, I already miss her.
Lunch time, first time walk to the hawker to buy food cuz of that cisco. And bloody hawker boss took so long to serve the 4th person in the Q and took way 20mins of my lunch time. End up, I didn't manage to packet or eat there anything as I only 've 45mins break. I already took away 15mins to walk there, 20mins to get his food, 15mins back. How to eat when I only left with 5mins? Sighs... so decide to get my fruit juice but I saw the uncle washing his machines. So I waited. But who knows that china girl cut my Q. She placed her order and I no choice, 've to wait. Haa, who asked me to keep quiet. After awhile, she came back and say that the plastic actually torn and ask for a replace of new cup. Laugh Out Loud LOL! =P Then the uncle so KNS, cuz he ask me to give the customer behind me. If he blend my fruit juice first, 've to wash and blend the customer behind me. But if he blend that customer fruit juice first, he no need to wash as his order was green apple. Mine was green apple+celery. Hell. I told him that I don't want it, he asked me back. Say he joke with me only. Come on please lah, I already run out of time where got the mood to joke with you? SHIT!
Oh yah, though I always tell many people that I don't like her, but actually she's not that bad. Just that, she have foul mouth.
I didn't know why I'm so damn fucking de suay today. I was feeling so low that my tears just rolled down my cheeks when I board bus 30 back to interchange. I couldn't control, I felt so sad that I cried over and over. Bro in law is right, I can't take their words to heart. But Joyce (SA) always correct CSM that choice of words are important. Anyway, Jie jie really understand me too well, that I'm strong in characteristic thats why I can't take it when I'm being said over the same things.
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:42
11 September 2007
This morning woke up and washed up my clothes. I observed that every Tuesday I would come back home late, don't know why. Sighs... cash excess by colleague.
Tomorrow wondering who's coming over to relief. Hopefully is someone whom I could get along well with, just like her. =)
1001 entires. :D
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:52
09 September 2007
I'm back from KL, and here below described how we spent our time over there.
Day 1
Initially plan to meet Kelly at her house bus stop, but cuz we're running late we changed the meeting venue. I thought I alight at the wrong bus stop so tried to walk to the one infront but who knows, I saw the building where our pick up point located at. I walked into the building instead of waiting for her at the bus stop, thinking that I'll just find a PH phone to inform her that I've reached. But I couldn't manage to find one, so... I walked all the way out to the bus stop. =(
The entire journey took approximately 6hours. We reached the bus station at 2pm and took cabby in to crowne plaza hotel. That short journey cost us 20RM, feel like being hacked. Went to check in, the hotel was like so high class. =D But they actually allows tourist to smoke cigar at the reception counter =( so stink!
Went to our room, it was so damn duper de nice and comfortable! But due to the wrong location of our room, we couldn't see the nicest scenario of the entire city.
We been to sungei wang where we bought lots of chocolate at a damn duper cheap price. Bought a pair of heal over there cost only 69.90RM =D
Head back to hotel pretty early, luckily there were some interesting tv programme for us to watch. Had our dinner [Mac Donald] at the reading corner of the room.
Day 2
Wake up pretty early and had a hot bath. Feeling so great! Had our breakfast buffet at first level of hotel. Hmm, was... fabulous
Took monorail to Time Square. Kinda sad... is not as nice to shop as what the commercial ads had advertised before. Watched 881 and I actually fallen asleep inside, haha... don't know why. Perhaps the movie kept singing hokkien songs that makes me sleepy or... perhaps... the threate is too comfortable to sleep? No idea. Whereas for her, she was so engrossed!
Day 3
As usual, had our breakfast and head back to room to sleep. I was so unbearable to wake up to check out. But I still 've to. Kinda piss off when finding the way to the bus station. But luckily, she manage to lead the way! =)
We met the same bus driver :)
Overall KL trip I could say 3/5 bahs...
Overall we spent RM1K++ for 3days trip.
Didn't buy anything for colleague and friends. Cuz really don't know what to buy worx, nothing really that special. Hmm, bought clothing for my 2 kor kor, jie jie and bro in law. Mummy I bought her some food that she loved lots.
Hmm, so sian. Promise him to go, but I don't feel like going. Sighs... later I hope mummy is in the mood to acc me to vivo to collect my sims card. By today must collect if not it will be terminated. Wondering this month pay out will I get my 2months allowance or not. Cuz I wanna use that to get back my K800i.
1 more week to go, pay out, first thing is to get my handphone and help old man to pay his mortgage loan. Maybe this month not enough money to pay for my bills, perhaps... accumulate together with next month and I pay together bahs.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:14
05 September 2007
Was sleeping in the room when mummy brought dinner over. Mummy thought that I'm still sick, but actual fact is... I'm just too tired perhaps due to the medicine that I took. Hmm, so sorry to make her worried sick. Around 5pm+ received CSM call, he asked me back to clear my box, so I took cabby there. Damn fucking hate her, her joke... not funny at all. One pile of documents waiting for her to file, she also 'blame' me. Afterall, CSM not as bad as I thought of. But he really have to watch out words that he used.
Reached home, and just finished packing my bag for tomorrow's trip. Hmm... tomorrow morning gonna visit mummy first. Gonna miss her lots!
Hopefully we could have a safe and pleasant trip.
... what medicine can stop my cough?
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:13
Yesterday was feeling so sick at work, feel like going back during lunch time. But what I did was to ENDURE eNdUrE endure with the sickness and I manage to pull through the entire day though I was like coughing coughing and coughing non-stop. YYC (Ah Yao) pass me sweet and it helps to sooth my throat. Alright I was complaining backache to the doctor and he actually said that I've crocodile backbone and so, as and when it will give me pain over here and there. No medicine to cure except pain killer again.
mad mAd MAD... I called him (CSM) up and inform him that I couldn't go to work as my eyes swollen. Guess what he said? Iyo... like that arh. Tell you what you go see doctor and let me know what the doctor say. I was like WHAT?!! I'm already so sick last afternoon and now my eyes really swollen yet you sound like I'm just lil' sick only. And though last evening doctor gave me MC, I still thought of going to work this morning if I feels better. But it seems like, is not worth helping manager like you. I'm so SO so damn disappointed with you. Sighs, actually I've lots more of things I wanna inform him but was so sad that I just hung up the phone.
Not sure if I'm going to see doctor again. Most probably I'm. But what time? Don't know. Haix.
Why must I be sick when I'm going to KL tomorrow morning? Why?
I hope I'll luv myself more
07:53
03 September 2007
Saturday after work went to mummy house. Had my shower, lunch and dinner over there. Soon after my dinner, actually fallen asleep at around 9pm. Woke up only the next day around 11am. As usual, had my shower and lunch taken. Went into the room and sleep around 12-6pm when mummy brought lil' niece over. Continue with my sleep after my dinner. Since Monday been kinda sick. Was coughing and coughing non-stop. Had a mild fever saturday night was kinda lucky that I manage to go for work this morning.
Jie jie very funny, I actually woke up at 6.20am to have my shower and did my laundry. When I came out from the bathroom is only 7.10am. She was like kinda frustrated cuz she's going to work herself as bro in law took a day off since lil' niece childcare was closed due to Teacher's Day. When I was about to check my mailbox this morning, she asked if I wanna go work together with her. She even said, she wanna have bf with me nextdoor to my work area. But who knows, when we reached JP, she said she is going to grab a hotdog bun and take another bus to her workplace straight as she's afraid it might rain. I went... -.-" cuz I reached my workplace at 8.05am is like damn early eh?
Today didn't know why 10bucks keep count wrongly. Perhaps, stick*2 together bahs. Frighten me. Sweat. Haha...
CSM so funny, asked me why no children still wanna take leave on school holiday. Haha, just coincidence eh? Heck, m going for holiday real soon! *So happy worx!!!!* Hmm... don't know why... seems to dislike her more and more. Anyway, I forgotten we've got a new branch manager, vincent. Ahem... hope he won't stress me too much on referrals. And new colleague, Shu Yi/ Shu Yu... TBO.
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:35
